Sometimes you have to do things that you don't want to do, because you have to. Because it's what you're supposed to be doing.

I don't know why this is what I need to do, I just know that it is.

There are so many things I need to fix.


Also, I am going to rip out my throat. It's killing me, and I have no idea why. I don't have tonsils! It shouldn't get sore anymore!